sleepy time....

Tonight is one of those sad nights where I just don't want to go to bed...My boyfriend and I are on different work schedules, so while I worked all day, he slept and now he will be awake throughout the night while I'm snoozing...

nights like these I find myself cuddling his pillow, hoping to breathe in the last smells of him so lull myself to sleep. I dream of us being together, because it feels like he's miles away, instead of in the next room watching cable tv or playing on his computer (or my laptop, which he does so much of the time). I curl my body around our comforter so it feels like I'm grasping onto something more than cotton...

so as I prepare myself for bed, I will finish this post...I want to finish by hoping that everyone reading has a chance of finding the one other person who makes them wish for more time together...who you miss even when they are in the next room. I think everyone should get to feel the way I feel right now...