gym...and things unrelated...

So, I'm headed to the gym in about an hour...this may seem very exciting to some, boring to others, and yet less than ideal for another few, but for me its become a necessary part of my day. I have had this idea in my head that I need to lose a few pounds, get into shape, and just simply use the gym as a place to let lose all my stress in a way that will positively effect my body. Each night when I prepare myself to go, I still have the same feeling of not wanting to go...this may be because I've been going to the gym for the last 3 weeks and I haven't really seen any changes...it may be because my boyfriend doesn't believe that I need to go, nor do my friends...it may be because it is simply the most boring part of my day...lol. I NEED some motivation!!!!

I do know that going to the gym will help my self-confidence though. I know when I come home from the gym, hot and sweaty I feel an accomplishment, I feel like I've done something good for myself and gotten rid of excess stress I didn't need...IT FEELS GOOD!!!!! So this is why I keep going back...that and this really cute dress that I feel that I HAVE to be able to look good in by the beginning of September...lol

So what is this dress for in September....its for girl's night out...its for something that I haven't had in probably 4 years...something I need. I have always had this fantasy of having a group of girls that I can turn to, kind of like Sex in the City, maybe closer to the friendship that the ladies from Friends had...But I've found this relationship with 2 young ladies that I feel are two of the bestest friends a girl could have...and we look so funny together, but somehow you know we fit...One of us is covered in tattoos, from the south, and trying to find her place in the Midwest...the other is a princess, goofy, and a child at heart...and me, well I'm somewhere in between, I'm searching for something, I'm sarcastic, and funny...we all have something to add to our friendship and I love it. We do have things in common, I think we are all a little naive and although we know how the world works, we still have our dreams that we want to come true.

So we are having a girl's night out...we're getting a hotel, getting some party dresses, and drinking our little hearts out...taking tons of pictures, laughing, dancing, and telling secrets...I'm so incrediably excited to get the chance to be a girl!!! And have fun with other girls...

ssssssoooooo...now you know the story of the gym...lol...everyone give me some hope in completing this dream of getting my pretty dress and getting to go dancing